Was despicable. Indeed!
Regardless of any circumstances, things like that should never be uttered out loud, in print, or even just under one's breath. I cannot recall ever doing it, and hopefully, I never will again. For all I know UD could actually be Phileo, and would have caused him great despair. I've had 2 suicides in my own family.
@UnholyDefenestrator78......I truly do want to make an apology. I am certainly not the person you think I am, no matter what you 'want' to read into any posts.
Like I've stated prior.....I was raised 1 way.....but I learned another way.
And 1 learned memory is to apologize for gross misconduct, after failing to remember not to do such.
Which I sincerely do, and did.
And apologies to @Mattyv also. And others that were offended in any way by my foul thoughts.