@Toulon
This was the first sentence of your post:
"This is one that will probably go sideways with people glorying in his death due to his politics. RIP Rush"
You mention politics and it going sideways right from the beginning. Why post it? Do the things you say and do build goodwill and friendships?
Stop trying to gaslight people.
I understand you are in a stressful situation and am giving you the benefit of the doubt. Try modifying your behavior some and folks may enjoy your company more on the forum.
Please let me know and I will stop interacting with you if you wish. I want to make your time here more enjoyable for you and all of us.