KCee Not sure that I have it better than anyone else, I sometimes wish that things were different. I don't have any one to confide in, my main companionship seems to be a few horses and a dog. While they are very loving, they're not much on conversation. I do end up at work on average 6 days a week, yes it might be only for 2-3 hours, it would still be nice to be able to sleep in and have a couple of days off a week.
All in all, even with all the ups and downs, it is my life, one that I chose. I am still occasionally a little jealous of those of you who do have a significant other, or get to go golfing whenever you desire.