Typhoon
I don't wanna go on disability! I wanna get the hell outta this house! I wanna play golf!! I hate being laid off in the winter! I don't wanna take pills the rest of my life to exist. I don't necessarily wanna kill myself at a job, but you know what I've done for 30 yrs so I'm not afraid to get dirty or work. I'm applying for pizza delivery jobs right now and can't get a fucking sniff!! LITERALLY!! I've missed it somewhere or ain't doing something right. I just don't get it. I think doing golf course work for 30 yrs has shot me in the foot...or hip, literally, LOL!
Nothing to drink last night or tonight. Was up til 5am, hip kills so I sit in the chair until I have to lay down. Went to Pay's game and felt pretty good. Gonna watch UC hoops @ 9 and then Xanax out in the chair if I have to just to get some shut eye. I need me some good weed or any weed for that matter. I can sleep on the kitchen table after that, no problem.