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So sorry to hear about the difficulties. Sometimes we find ourselves in scary, desperate times and it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I hope you overcome the difficult times, and perhaps one day find that stash of 20 new Apollo Hump shafts that have been lost in your garage for over a decade.
Sometimes it takes an awful life changing event which gets us out of our funk and back to normalcy. I hate to wish that upon anyone, but in this case, I do hope you have an embarrassing 4-putt which will open your eyes to the need for more clubs and clubmaking accessories.
I wish you a speedy recovery!